Wedding Dinner

Peanut, Pei Ying, Ker Ting, Me, Hui Lin,Su Shian, Theng Huan, Pei Fang, kSp,Sher Win and Yee Sin.

Last Sunday, come out early from dance camp because I need to attend Hui Lin brother's wedding dinner at the night.
The hall ( beside Disted College ) was so big and the decoration really nice!
Whee. I was imagine my wedding dinner how should it be. Ahahaha.
Everything was well prepared. Nice one!
Enjoy the night with my chaboSs. I got long long long time never talk to them d.
Got no photo for the night. My handphone low battery. Kinda down.
Arggh. I miss my ex-classmates!

VMD Production

The snow man had set up by them.
I feel it's nice!
Thumb up! ;)

Next

Got so many post need to share but just plenty of time.
Next post might be
Saturday and Sunday DANZITY Dance Camp.
Monday,
Again a night for me stay over at Gurney Plaza.
for set up Christmas thingy.
Again wish me lucks all the time.

Let it Go

Emo and down was killing so hard.
had a hardcore drinking session on Wednesday night at Mois and Fame.
Continuously drink and smoke make the alcohol acting fast in the body.
Dance all night, drunk all night, cry in the night. vomit finally.
was sleeping in the toilet for half an hours long.
Sendiri yang cari pasal.
I will love myself more than everything.
Life still goes on.
Standing at the front and looking forward.
I deserves better. ;)


Kiss away the emo , down.


Anyone intro me fast and nice english song please?

My Work Place.

Here I share some picture about my work. ;)
My department at Gurney Plaza 5th floor car park.

This 2 snow man they use 1 month to complete.

The snow flake.
Make me blood and pong par.



I love to work with them. ;)
Lots of laughter and I do laugh like no body business.
Sometimes, was boring.
then I will thinking too much again.
Got a few times, my tears almost come out.
But i can control yet.
No body saw it I think.
hahahha.

Break or Leave

Break it ?

or

Leave it?

VMD

FYI, I found a job at Gurney Plaza.
I'm working in a department that called VMD.
It's about in charge in the decoration or event.
As I know la, something like that.

Today early in the morning, follow x.li car.
He wanna go for roadshow @ KDU and he drop me at Gurney.
It's was pretty early yet. and I went McD for coffee.
I scared I will ''tu ku'' while working.
Long time never drink coffee because my heart will beat so fast & furious,
and feel high. down
Okay, I go punch card zhun zhun 9am.
and start work in the office.
The office cold like hell. You will never survive without jacket.
Serious.

Incident occurs, I cut my finger with a knife. While I'm thinking.
Alright, I know I ka ki gia lai sui wan.
Shouldn't think that much.
I cut my left finger and tercelur the right finger with the hot glue.
Pain kau kau. :(

Boss wan us to stay over at Gurney Plaza for set up the decoration of Christmas.
Everyone shall see all this when Wednesday. ;)
I'm scared when want to stay over there for whole night. Until Wednesday 1pm.
It's enough to use all my battery and exhausted!
I scare ''ah piau'' when in the midnight.
Sigh. who's come and save me?.. ;(

Wheeeee

I just don't know how to take care to myself when things happen.
Alive for whole night. don't know what should do,
Mind was stucked . I need some advice.
I text H : wanna come out for smoke?
H and Y straight come and find me.
We went Sunset at 5am early in the morning.
Talked n smoked on the beach.
Sorry for let you all worried.
After explode all the things came out, feels so relax.
At least, i know what should i do.
I can't blame anyone because that was my choice.
So i don't.
I found my way, I'll be live better.
Thanks you for concern on me.
Cheers for myself!
Wheeeeeeeeee.

小蜜蜂

在我幼儿园的时候，年尾一定会有颁奖典礼，
老师们都在准备余兴节目，
跳舞.
我记得我很喜欢，
可是偏偏我不能参加.
因为家里住得远，老师要我们能stay back练习到晚上.
我很高兴酱跟妈妈讨论，却被妈妈一口拒绝.
她没有那个时间来回载我.
那时候我只有5岁，伤心到在老师面前哭，
在家自己想起也哭.
弱小的心灵受到重创. 哈哈哈...
直到小学一二年级,
我有幸能够参与一支叫''小蜜蜂''的舞蹈.
没得stay back, 不能做小蜜蜂飞来飞去，
只能做花，拿着纸皮做的花，蹲上蹲下罢了.
Down咯....
小蜜蜂的衣服真的很美，还有那一对翅膀..
超羡慕..

到了学院也一样，懂自己不是最棒,
已经开始做工，供自己跳舞.
我很想追自己的梦想.

我好想自己曾经是小蜜蜂..

Back

Down and emo for the such long period.
It's time to wake up
and
stand up.

Awake

Love wasn't that easy.
I learn to love a person with sincere heart.
Treat him well, care him well, hold him right.
Last time, I used to be throw myself down to the hole.
and I fall down seriously,
hurt seriously.
Get nothing,
Laugh by people.


Why people doesn't appreciate the people they love beside them?
Is it you lost it then only will treasure them?
If you love her, please hold her.


Don't wanna hurt one more time.
Enough. Really enough. I can't afford it.
I ain't superwoman.

[ 22 之 寿星 ]

祝你生日快乐.

今年不再像去年, 没能陪你过生日了.
不过生日礼物一定会到.
庆幸我还是第一位, 如果你没骗我的话.
哈哈哈..

往事

昨天我回到一个既熟悉又陌生的地方，一个从前我经常报到的地方.
然后我去了一个葬礼，他外婆的葬礼.
看见他许多的亲戚，还有表妹们.
她们就是爱围绕在你身旁问你,
你是他的谁，他是你的谁.
我不懂得回答.


还有我不小心，狠狠地把头撞向柱子，

痛


我们有聊起很多..
很多.....

♥ R

Again and Ignore

I should take a long rest.
Feeling like exhausted.
Never stop since 7 years ago.
Yeah. I'm tired.
I'm try and try and try,
and
I failed and failed and failed.
Extremely pain.
I cant afford it. I never show out.
Can't judge, cant imagine.

沉思

人，

最难看见的就是自己.




本小姐正在陷入无可自拔的状态当中..
幻想 = 梦想吗?



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