失眠记

都几点了都真的还不想睡觉！脑袋压根儿不想停下。我的生活还是那样。早上不想起床，晚上不想睡觉。
终于，我决定了。不再做monkey bar. 这次一停，我答应自己从此不再回去。明天开始上夜校啦！现在还是逼自己睡下去好。晚安！

Started to plan for my future.

A brand new 2012.

hmmmmmm

I don want to let u go

I'm actually sad when my brother forced to leave Penang. Meet up at overtime. And I cried when I think about he have to leave. I worried he dono how to take care about himself when he stayed KL. I realized almost everytime when I drunk I sure scream that I wanna go find him. And I hug him and cried. Almost everytime. And of course. He doesn't know how to handle me. Hahahhaha.

He was the only one I can rely on and I trust. U can't imagine how much I love him.

He told me before I leave. Tell me if you are not enough money to use. I can bank in for you. And please don't get drunk cause im not in penang d. What the hell. His words touched me and my tears drop.

I willing I was the person who leave. Why have to force him leave. Whyyyyyyyy?!!!!!!!

This is so unfair!

I don't need a boyfriend and I just need my brother !

意外

险些踏进了鬼门关。

原本只是打算离开这是非之地，临时答应朋友到怡保去工作三天，怎知道在高速公路遇上了车祸。

在路旁等待救兵时，一辆一辆大型罗里经过，心里怦怦地跳着，生怕那些司机一个不留神撞向我们。我永远忘不了那时刻发生的东西。那无助的感觉。

事情扰攘了四五个小时，我只会抽烟。不停地抽。不想讲话。那害怕的感觉还吞噬着我。

该庆幸的，是我席上了安全带。只是撞到脚。


临出门前，我还很大声的说我走了，我不要留在这是非地了！

一个意外，我又回到这里。

所以说，人生充满了无奈。

我不想面对一些我解决不了的事情 ，绕了个圈，我还是回来。

错过

当我喜欢你的时候，你不喜欢我，

当我爱上你的时候，你喜欢上我，

当我离开你的时候，你却爱上我，

是我走得太快，还是你跟不上我的脚步，

我们错过了诺亚方舟，也错过了铁达尼号，

错过了一切惊险与不惊险，我们还要一直错过。

回忆过去

致前度：

这是唯一没被扔掉的回忆.

前度上      

旧的不去 新的不来

回去宿舍搬家，把所有东西都扔了。很多只的熊 照片 等等等 连心型项链也不见了。

对不起 照片我带不走。

我把所有回忆都给扔了。

衣默

好久好久 没回来了

其实偶尔回来· 衣默 下，也很好

别人都说我变了，变得很keongkan，

因为我以前很乖.  =,=

原因？

因为我很久以前的一个他.

Dang!

我 emo.

地球 环境 事情 朋友 一直在改变

就算我变得再keong kan又怎样

我觉得 这还是我.

我想笑就笑 想哭就哭 想喝就喝 想抽就抽

最起码 我自己还有个底线 我并没有在玩火



叫思念  不要吵

我相信我已经快要 快要把你忘掉

和寂寞 在和好

Mine 21st

21st, 

I planned for my 21st party since January d. =,=

abit kua jeong but I;m serious.

I wan it to be a memorable one.

But so many unexpected problem appeared. hmm.

I make my party on 11th, Saturday night at Vistana Hotel.

Nice environment there I can say. =)

Specially thannks to Chun Hao and my Uncle Justin. Thanks for fetching me from my hostel and thanks for accompany me buy all the stuff for the party. I appreciate it seriously.

And sorry for U-turn back to my hostel again cause I forget to bring my cloth. =(

Sorreeeeeeeeee! 

Parents and brother came from hometown. <3

most happy when they sang birthday song for me. =)

 Thanks for the cake. I heart you all. :)

 My brother's gang. we used to hang out almost every night. :)

Hometown gang. Thanks for coming all the way from Taiping and KL. :)

Baby. Thanks for take care me when I;m drunk. And sorry. I know I hard to control. :p

Chris, I love you too. :)

Mr Ryan, my beloved brother.  He reached when I;m drunk. =(

Momoko sweetie pie, thanks for the cake, and sorry for the night. hmm. 

I love you.

xoxo

At this party,

I lost my phone,

Almost fight 2 times,

I;m drunk,

I;m happy :

I got a very huge n special birthday cake in my life,

When they sang birthday song,

I get oh cheh, I love oh cheh,

My friends stop argue and friend back again.

So, this is my 21st.

就这样．．．

What if

What If :

We never meet

We never chat like nobody business

I never trust u that much

I never know u that much

I never fall for you

The feelings towards you never goes wrong.




I;m emo! I wished to talk to you. but I lost the guts.